I'm an ex CTO

I'm an ex CTO. I ran the company as basically 2ic for 5 years before I quit. Before I quit they offered me profit share which was stupid because profit can easily change. I do not regret leaving at all from a mental health perspective. I was losing my friends, family and myself. I do regret leaving because afterwards I'm just a loser developer, lumped in with the guy that moves the button left a bit, when before I was orchestrating tech strategies and winning. I think I'd have been better off staying as CTO, not because "profit share" was attractive to me, when I had no say in expenses, but because I was good at making a business succesful. Sitting here pushing pixels and spreadsheets sucks. Every situation is different though. The only lesson I learned was that every job is hard but in different ways. Going back to dev felt demeaning. Watching inexperienced sales people ignoring what matters to people buying services. Trying to have an opinion but being told in no uncertain terms they don't care because I'm a nerd and people don't buy from nerds. …